and 2 days since Mama passed away. It’s not getting easier. Will it ever? I haven’t cried in a few days, but I feel like I have a huge hole where my heart’s supposed to be.

A couple of family friends want us to go to church with them tomorrow. I just can’t. Don’t get me wrong…I still believe and have faith in God, but I’m mad. How could He take her on top of everything else that’s happened over the last few years? How could He leave Dad and I alone?

I know I’ll make peace with God, it just needs to be at my pace.